1 00:00:05,210 --> 00:00:09,410 Presented by Kindai Eiga Kyokai and ATG 2 00:00:22,110 --> 00:00:30,240 HEART 3 00:00:31,040 --> 00:00:34,040 Produced by Kinshiro Kuzui and Kaneto Shindo 4 00:00:34,340 --> 00:00:37,640 Based on the Novel by Soseki Natsume 5 00:00:37,840 --> 00:00:39,640 Photographed by Kiyomi Kuroda 6 00:00:39,720 --> 00:00:41,420 Music by Hikaru Hayashi 7 00:00:41,520 --> 00:00:43,430 Art director Ippo Nanbo 8 00:00:43,530 --> 00:00:45,430 Edited by Mitsuo Kondo 9 00:00:57,470 --> 00:00:59,870 Starring Nobuko Otowa 10 00:01:00,070 --> 00:01:01,870 Anri 11 00:01:02,380 --> 00:01:04,500 Noboru Matsuhashi 12 00:01:04,600 --> 00:01:06,800 Kazunaka Tsuji 13 00:01:06,800 --> 00:01:08,700 Taiji Tonoyama 14 00:01:08,800 --> 00:01:11,600 Yasuo Arakawa Gaitomi Kotake 15 00:01:11,600 --> 00:01:17,100 Written and Directed by Kaneto Shindo 16 00:01:30,110 --> 00:01:32,320 If I'm free, I'll talk. 17 00:01:33,310 --> 00:01:38,040 But I have to lose this freedom forever. 18 00:01:46,670 --> 00:01:49,650 My past is my own experience. 19 00:01:49,960 --> 00:01:53,040 So I can say it belongs to me alone. 20 00:01:54,440 --> 00:01:59,040 People may say it's a pity that I die without telling it to anybody. 21 00:02:01,050 --> 00:02:03,960 I agree, somehow. 22 00:02:05,600 --> 00:02:10,490 But to give it to someone who won't take it, 23 00:02:11,060 --> 00:02:18,390 I'd rather bring this experience with me to my grave. 24 00:02:24,400 --> 00:02:29,060 If you never exist, 25 00:02:29,780 --> 00:02:32,670 my past would remain my past. 26 00:02:33,180 --> 00:02:37,400 And would never be the knowledge of others. 27 00:02:54,290 --> 00:02:57,140 There are 100 million people in Japan. 28 00:02:57,400 --> 00:03:00,610 I would only tell my past to you, 29 00:03:00,940 --> 00:03:03,760 because you're serious with living. 30 00:03:04,950 --> 00:03:07,120 Look at me closely. 31 00:03:07,270 --> 00:03:10,990 There may be something for your reference. 32 00:03:27,470 --> 00:03:32,400 Now I'd tear open my heart myself. 33 00:03:33,120 --> 00:03:36,700 And splash its blood to your face. 34 00:03:39,410 --> 00:03:41,790 When my heart stops beating, 35 00:03:42,380 --> 00:03:46,140 if it'd find a new life in your heart, 36 00:03:47,270 --> 00:03:49,210 I'd be glad. 37 00:04:07,820 --> 00:04:09,920 I came here. 38 00:04:10,660 --> 00:04:12,150 Here. 39 00:04:12,930 --> 00:04:14,580 This place. 40 00:05:00,440 --> 00:05:02,220 Excuse me. 41 00:05:10,620 --> 00:05:12,380 Hello. 42 00:05:12,940 --> 00:05:15,370 The agent in front of the school told me... 43 00:05:15,470 --> 00:05:17,460 you have a room for rent. 44 00:05:17,630 --> 00:05:19,840 Yes, but... 45 00:05:20,180 --> 00:05:22,040 But? 46 00:05:22,180 --> 00:05:25,020 - I have a room. - But what? 47 00:05:25,650 --> 00:05:28,640 This house is old. You like it? 48 00:05:29,280 --> 00:05:33,260 I like old places. Back home my place is old, too. 49 00:05:33,690 --> 00:05:36,290 The agent says it's old. But that's to my taste. 50 00:05:36,460 --> 00:05:38,520 Yes, I like it. 51 00:05:39,600 --> 00:05:43,220 This is not a lodging house. I don't take in anyone. 52 00:05:43,520 --> 00:05:47,120 - I have conditions. Just 2. - They are? 53 00:05:47,900 --> 00:05:50,210 The rent's slightly higher. 54 00:05:50,310 --> 00:05:53,900 Meals are included? This is a bit unusual. 55 00:05:54,310 --> 00:05:55,870 How much? 56 00:05:56,200 --> 00:05:58,540 I'll tell you later. 57 00:05:58,730 --> 00:06:02,110 2nd condition. Are you a decent person? 58 00:06:02,350 --> 00:06:05,870 Of course I am. 59 00:06:16,820 --> 00:06:19,610 Her husband died in the war. 60 00:06:22,000 --> 00:06:26,740 She lives with her daughter and takes lodgers for extra cash. 61 00:06:28,780 --> 00:06:32,970 35,000 yen with meals is a bit expensive. 62 00:06:33,180 --> 00:06:37,590 But it could regularize my eating habits. 63 00:06:39,100 --> 00:06:42,690 Money's no problem with me. 64 00:06:43,990 --> 00:06:47,620 A quiet place is my top priority. 65 00:06:54,700 --> 00:06:58,620 There's still such a room in the heart of Tokyo. 66 00:07:03,330 --> 00:07:07,680 She let me use two rooms upstairs, one bigger than the other. 67 00:07:11,150 --> 00:07:13,040 The year I got into university, 68 00:07:13,130 --> 00:07:16,080 my parents died of the same disease. 69 00:07:16,280 --> 00:07:17,660 Stroke. 70 00:07:18,510 --> 00:07:20,180 I'm the only son. 71 00:07:20,320 --> 00:07:23,760 My uncle became my guardian. 72 00:07:24,170 --> 00:07:26,180 After I came to Tokyo, 73 00:07:26,400 --> 00:07:29,280 my uncle moved in with his family. 74 00:07:30,790 --> 00:07:32,930 My first summer back home, 75 00:07:33,080 --> 00:07:35,820 they were very nice to me. 76 00:07:36,880 --> 00:07:41,250 My room back home is the same size as the one upstairs. 77 00:07:41,480 --> 00:07:43,750 They left it unused for me. 78 00:07:43,930 --> 00:07:46,660 That house belongs to you? 79 00:07:46,890 --> 00:07:48,840 The next summer, 80 00:07:49,090 --> 00:07:52,940 my uncle asked me to marry his daughter. 81 00:07:54,000 --> 00:07:55,900 She wanted it too. 82 00:07:57,110 --> 00:07:58,980 I refused. 83 00:07:59,720 --> 00:08:02,030 She's my playmate since childhood. 84 00:08:02,240 --> 00:08:05,670 She's too close. It lacks freshness. 85 00:08:07,210 --> 00:08:08,970 She cried. 86 00:08:09,680 --> 00:08:12,120 Uncle put up a very ugly face. 87 00:08:13,150 --> 00:08:16,360 Your father must have left you a lot. 88 00:08:16,450 --> 00:08:19,010 Some mountains. Quite a lot. 89 00:08:19,150 --> 00:08:22,550 The next summer, Uncle treated me differently. 90 00:08:22,820 --> 00:08:25,300 We no longer got along with each other. 91 00:08:25,640 --> 00:08:28,050 I doubted his integrity, 92 00:08:28,160 --> 00:08:30,570 I asked to check my inheritance. 93 00:08:31,670 --> 00:08:35,370 He took some of my inheritance. 94 00:08:36,300 --> 00:08:38,930 That's why he wanted the marriage. 95 00:08:41,770 --> 00:08:44,380 In the end, I made a settlement. 96 00:08:44,540 --> 00:08:47,080 I cut all ties to home. 97 00:08:47,670 --> 00:08:50,060 I'm exhausted by this affair. 98 00:08:51,320 --> 00:08:54,550 "Siblings are the first strangers." 99 00:08:54,860 --> 00:08:58,310 Without money, there won't be troubles in the human world. 100 00:08:58,390 --> 00:09:00,950 He was good before that thing. 101 00:09:01,230 --> 00:09:05,050 A human being is good and bad, depending on the moment. 102 00:09:05,430 --> 00:09:09,020 Anyone can be good. Anyone can be bad. 103 00:09:10,240 --> 00:09:13,340 What did you do with your wealth? 104 00:09:13,560 --> 00:09:16,490 A lawyer friend takes care of the mountains. 105 00:09:16,740 --> 00:09:20,140 Sell the timber bit by bit. I could live on that. 106 00:09:20,590 --> 00:09:23,100 I'm "eating" off the mountains. 107 00:09:23,700 --> 00:09:25,750 Now I'm relieved. 108 00:09:26,340 --> 00:09:27,600 What? 109 00:09:28,600 --> 00:09:31,910 That you could pay the rent. 110 00:09:32,040 --> 00:09:33,570 Haha. 111 00:09:35,350 --> 00:09:37,520 - I'm home. - You're home. 112 00:09:37,970 --> 00:09:39,980 My daughter, I-ko. 113 00:09:40,560 --> 00:09:43,240 Here's K, our new lodger. 114 00:09:51,780 --> 00:09:54,840 She attends design school to kill time. 115 00:10:40,480 --> 00:10:42,680 EMPTINESS 116 00:10:54,040 --> 00:10:56,340 - Some more rice? - No, thanks. 117 00:10:56,600 --> 00:10:58,180 It's OK. 118 00:10:58,910 --> 00:11:01,270 I'm full, I had a lot. 119 00:11:01,380 --> 00:11:03,410 You don't eat much. 120 00:11:03,490 --> 00:11:06,070 Madam, thanks for the flowers. 121 00:11:06,390 --> 00:11:08,930 Was it bad? She did the arranging. 122 00:11:09,100 --> 00:11:10,890 I used them in class. 123 00:11:11,520 --> 00:11:13,940 Don't want to waste them. 124 00:11:14,100 --> 00:11:17,140 Don't be so honest. 125 00:11:17,580 --> 00:11:19,570 He wouldn't have known. 126 00:11:27,230 --> 00:11:28,410 Working? 127 00:11:28,570 --> 00:11:29,700 No! 128 00:11:31,690 --> 00:11:33,310 What is it? 129 00:11:35,220 --> 00:11:37,810 I made tea. Want some? 130 00:11:38,740 --> 00:11:39,890 Yes! 131 00:11:53,640 --> 00:11:56,040 Her needlework's great, yes? 132 00:11:56,240 --> 00:11:59,140 Yes. Quick as a machine. 133 00:11:59,860 --> 00:12:01,930 More precise than a machine. 134 00:12:08,980 --> 00:12:13,890 My mother made all our clothes herself. 135 00:12:15,090 --> 00:12:17,210 She taught me. 136 00:12:17,540 --> 00:12:20,560 Now I can earn money with it. 137 00:12:43,050 --> 00:12:44,360 Bye. 138 00:13:41,230 --> 00:13:44,560 Please come down. I'm making tea. 139 00:13:44,910 --> 00:13:46,730 Coming! 140 00:13:47,970 --> 00:13:49,050 Now! 141 00:13:50,610 --> 00:13:52,270 Western or Japanese? 142 00:13:52,830 --> 00:13:54,010 Whatever. 143 00:13:54,140 --> 00:13:56,080 Japanese then? 144 00:13:57,520 --> 00:13:58,810 Whatever. 145 00:13:59,230 --> 00:14:01,600 Western or Japanese? 146 00:14:01,950 --> 00:14:03,370 Japanese. 147 00:14:03,810 --> 00:14:05,630 You're so Japanese. 148 00:14:17,180 --> 00:14:19,690 Not going to school today? 149 00:14:20,280 --> 00:14:22,690 Today's teacher's boring. So I don't. 150 00:14:23,290 --> 00:14:25,090 How about you? 151 00:14:25,290 --> 00:14:26,890 If I want to. 152 00:14:27,360 --> 00:14:28,960 Like me. 153 00:14:32,190 --> 00:14:36,980 I can see Madam is hooking me up with her daughter. 154 00:14:39,520 --> 00:14:44,050 The year my husband left maritime school, the navy took him. 155 00:14:45,210 --> 00:14:48,830 Wives of navy sailors have interesting lives. 156 00:14:48,970 --> 00:14:50,410 And busy ones. 157 00:14:50,520 --> 00:14:53,700 Following the fleet as it goes here and there. 158 00:14:53,920 --> 00:14:57,300 From Kure to Sashibo in Kyushu. 159 00:14:57,420 --> 00:15:00,050 So the wives travelled by train... 160 00:15:00,210 --> 00:15:03,740 from Kure to Sashibo, like an army. 161 00:15:04,560 --> 00:15:08,390 Big trouble because we didn't book rooms in advance. 162 00:15:08,630 --> 00:15:12,890 There were no rooms. We got irritated and shocked. 163 00:15:13,530 --> 00:15:17,670 I went around Japan with one trunk in my hand. 164 00:15:18,930 --> 00:15:21,190 Fond memories... 165 00:15:21,630 --> 00:15:24,210 But it was hard when it's time to say goodbye. 166 00:15:24,340 --> 00:15:28,490 For 2 or 3 days, night and day, we cling to each other. 167 00:15:28,690 --> 00:15:31,620 Like a love without tomorrow. 168 00:15:31,860 --> 00:15:34,260 I slept the whole time when travelling. 169 00:15:35,390 --> 00:15:38,380 You... or people nowadays... 170 00:15:38,510 --> 00:15:41,260 How would they deal with such cases? 171 00:15:51,410 --> 00:15:54,890 I wonder what kind of person she is? 172 00:15:55,970 --> 00:15:57,780 I had no idea. 173 00:15:59,150 --> 00:16:01,650 Is she the type who thinks deeply? 174 00:16:01,850 --> 00:16:05,040 Or those who never think? 175 00:16:07,150 --> 00:16:11,250 But I know for sure she wants me to trust her. 176 00:16:12,650 --> 00:16:16,610 Perhaps because I'm rich. 177 00:16:19,370 --> 00:16:23,900 That reminds me. How could they support themselves? 178 00:16:25,630 --> 00:16:28,990 Just the rent and the sewing? 179 00:16:37,750 --> 00:16:41,920 Won't be a bad thing to keep a special relationship with me. 180 00:16:43,950 --> 00:16:46,290 Fool! Who do you think you are? 181 00:16:47,420 --> 00:16:51,770 Wealth plays such a big part in a person's life. 182 00:16:54,400 --> 00:16:57,910 I'm going out. Here's the key to the front door. 183 00:16:58,010 --> 00:16:59,790 I won't go out today. 184 00:16:59,880 --> 00:17:03,030 Then watch the house for me. 185 00:17:07,450 --> 00:17:09,570 It's her blind date. 186 00:17:49,610 --> 00:17:51,980 Her blind date! 187 00:19:46,170 --> 00:19:48,580 She laughed so loudly! 188 00:19:48,880 --> 00:19:52,090 She can't laugh like that! 189 00:19:52,280 --> 00:19:55,230 A blind date is a serious thing. 190 00:19:55,790 --> 00:19:59,920 I tried so hard not to burst out laughing. 191 00:20:00,090 --> 00:20:01,600 Made my belly ache. 192 00:20:01,720 --> 00:20:05,990 The man was so tense. It got too serious. 193 00:20:06,190 --> 00:20:09,200 - What's the matter? - Then what's next? 194 00:20:09,400 --> 00:20:10,950 Refuse it? 195 00:20:11,090 --> 00:20:13,400 We went just out of courtesy? 196 00:20:13,520 --> 00:20:16,860 The other side is my husband's war buddy. 197 00:20:17,000 --> 00:20:19,310 We went out of courtesy. 198 00:20:19,410 --> 00:20:21,410 Isn't it too early to get married? 199 00:20:21,590 --> 00:20:24,750 I got married at 19. 200 00:20:24,880 --> 00:20:26,530 She's 20. 201 00:20:26,710 --> 00:20:29,770 Once I get married, I can't sleep in? 202 00:20:30,000 --> 00:20:32,290 Let me stay a bit longer. 203 00:20:32,430 --> 00:20:34,640 I want to sleep in. Mom. 204 00:20:34,770 --> 00:20:36,710 Which is more important? 205 00:20:36,820 --> 00:20:38,900 I'll marry someone who let me sleep in. 206 00:20:39,050 --> 00:20:40,830 You won't ever get married! 207 00:20:40,900 --> 00:20:42,770 You will, soon. 208 00:20:42,840 --> 00:20:45,030 - Really? - Yes, I-ko? 209 00:20:46,240 --> 00:20:48,840 Hope you'll find a good one. 210 00:20:48,940 --> 00:20:51,240 I'll find someone soon, yes? 211 00:20:51,340 --> 00:20:52,680 Yes! 212 00:20:52,840 --> 00:20:56,110 If no one wants me, will you take me? 213 00:20:56,240 --> 00:20:59,650 Will you take her if no one wants her? 214 00:20:59,800 --> 00:21:02,640 Well... I'd love to. 215 00:21:24,280 --> 00:21:25,450 You're home. 216 00:21:25,600 --> 00:21:27,500 I'd like a favour. 217 00:21:27,610 --> 00:21:29,210 What is it? 218 00:21:31,910 --> 00:21:34,530 Can my friend stay in the other room? 219 00:21:35,570 --> 00:21:36,960 I refuse. 220 00:21:37,020 --> 00:21:40,320 Why? You'll get paid for that. 221 00:21:40,720 --> 00:21:43,320 The small room is vacant. Why not? 222 00:21:43,660 --> 00:21:46,720 It's bad for you. So I refuse. 223 00:21:46,930 --> 00:21:49,150 Why it's bad for me? 224 00:21:49,760 --> 00:21:51,340 No is no. 225 00:22:01,990 --> 00:22:05,260 He really is my friend. He's good. 226 00:22:05,480 --> 00:22:07,810 We're friends from middle school on. 227 00:22:08,070 --> 00:22:09,780 He's a priest's son. 228 00:22:09,880 --> 00:22:13,190 He was raised in a doctor's family. He got into medical school. 229 00:22:13,290 --> 00:22:16,980 But he hates to be a doctor. He transferred to my major. 230 00:22:17,160 --> 00:22:20,200 They found out, and cut off his allowance. 231 00:22:20,610 --> 00:22:23,300 So you tell him you'll take care of him? 232 00:22:23,400 --> 00:22:25,600 - Yes. - Don't. 233 00:22:25,700 --> 00:22:26,800 Why? 234 00:22:26,900 --> 00:22:30,800 When friends get too close, the friendship will get sour. 235 00:22:30,900 --> 00:22:33,210 Really? I don't think so. 236 00:22:33,630 --> 00:22:36,070 Shouldn't friends help each other? 237 00:22:36,330 --> 00:22:38,900 I told you when I rented you the room. 238 00:22:39,010 --> 00:22:41,990 This is not a lodging house. 239 00:22:42,220 --> 00:22:44,920 I take lodgers because I'm lonely. 240 00:22:45,220 --> 00:22:47,670 And I respect you as a person. 241 00:22:48,220 --> 00:22:50,550 I refuse to take one more. 242 00:22:50,640 --> 00:22:52,270 He was arrested!... 243 00:22:52,510 --> 00:22:56,170 No... he took too many jobs and got ill. 244 00:22:56,460 --> 00:22:58,580 He needs a break! 245 00:22:59,230 --> 00:23:02,070 He'll rest somewhere else. 246 00:23:02,220 --> 00:23:04,500 He'll get a good rest here! 247 00:23:05,290 --> 00:23:07,250 Please, no more. 248 00:23:07,380 --> 00:23:09,550 Only you. 249 00:23:09,680 --> 00:23:12,500 I will take him here! 250 00:23:12,580 --> 00:23:16,780 Hey. This is my house. 251 00:23:16,870 --> 00:23:20,460 I really have to help him. My reason is clear enough. 252 00:23:20,550 --> 00:23:24,330 But your reason,"it's bad for you", is a very vague one. 253 00:23:24,500 --> 00:23:27,600 Which is better? Mine, of course. 254 00:23:27,900 --> 00:23:31,700 So he'll take the small room. Done. 255 00:23:32,200 --> 00:23:34,540 You're an interesting person. 256 00:23:38,980 --> 00:23:43,780 Kicked out from the doctor's home, he supported himself. 257 00:23:45,130 --> 00:23:47,070 He's a man of action. 258 00:23:47,320 --> 00:23:50,470 He plunged into the world he believed in. 259 00:23:51,840 --> 00:23:57,110 The tension and fatigue affected his body and soul. 260 00:24:05,660 --> 00:24:09,570 I wanted to give him money now and then. 261 00:24:09,670 --> 00:24:12,270 But he's a proud person. 262 00:24:12,370 --> 00:24:14,740 I didn't know how he'd react. 263 00:24:15,880 --> 00:24:17,960 So I invited him to live with me. 264 00:24:18,090 --> 00:24:22,580 "I have this extra room. Just take it" That's my plan. 265 00:24:24,270 --> 00:24:26,700 I convinced Madam in the end. 266 00:24:26,880 --> 00:24:29,360 I paid rent for 2 persons, 267 00:24:29,490 --> 00:24:33,120 without letting him know. 268 00:24:35,800 --> 00:24:38,120 - Are you there? - Yes. 269 00:24:45,470 --> 00:24:47,030 You're done moving? 270 00:24:48,780 --> 00:24:51,040 Just my bedding and desk. 271 00:24:52,010 --> 00:24:54,060 Took them on my bike. 272 00:24:54,220 --> 00:24:55,930 How's the room? 273 00:24:57,930 --> 00:24:58,850 Good. 274 00:24:59,030 --> 00:25:03,090 His temple belongs to an old sect, dating from the Tokugawa Era. 275 00:25:03,250 --> 00:25:05,060 A big ginkgo tree in the garden. 276 00:25:05,160 --> 00:25:08,730 Ginkgo nuts fall to the ground. So smelly! 277 00:25:11,170 --> 00:25:14,850 In their sect, the first-born son is the heir. 278 00:25:15,060 --> 00:25:17,040 The others get nothing. 279 00:25:17,310 --> 00:25:19,700 He's good at reciting sutras. 280 00:25:19,830 --> 00:25:21,860 Can you earn money with that? 281 00:25:22,170 --> 00:25:25,380 These days some people just use a tape recorder. 282 00:25:25,460 --> 00:25:27,270 It's the instant age. 283 00:25:28,880 --> 00:25:30,560 I'm done. 284 00:25:49,690 --> 00:25:52,080 Why did you tell them such stupid things? 285 00:25:52,230 --> 00:25:54,290 - It's not stupid. - It is. 286 00:26:02,800 --> 00:26:05,210 He was arrested for 10 days. 287 00:26:05,530 --> 00:26:08,370 He seems to close up his heart after that. 288 00:26:09,850 --> 00:26:12,520 Please talk to him if you can. 289 00:26:13,800 --> 00:26:17,610 He sure could use some human warmth. 290 00:26:28,180 --> 00:26:30,430 How about you? Nothing. 291 00:26:30,830 --> 00:26:32,250 Nothing? 292 00:26:33,380 --> 00:26:36,690 Things that show the friendship among men. 293 00:26:38,610 --> 00:26:41,200 He's too much for himself. 294 00:26:41,650 --> 00:26:44,490 Are you going home this summer? 295 00:26:44,690 --> 00:26:48,230 There's no home for us to go. 296 00:26:49,020 --> 00:26:51,290 I want to go somewhere with him. 297 00:26:51,410 --> 00:26:53,400 How about Tateshina? 298 00:26:53,500 --> 00:26:57,150 Tateshina, under the Yatsugatake Range? Yes! 299 00:26:57,210 --> 00:26:59,810 A friend has a mountain hut. 300 00:27:00,040 --> 00:27:02,740 They keep asking me to use it. 301 00:27:02,840 --> 00:27:04,140 It's cool there. 302 00:30:54,460 --> 00:30:56,750 You didn't go out? 303 00:30:58,120 --> 00:31:01,920 I was sleeping. Here I can sleep all I want. 304 00:31:02,710 --> 00:31:04,920 If you keep sleeping, then... 305 00:31:07,260 --> 00:31:09,860 I'm leaving tomorrow. 306 00:31:10,090 --> 00:31:12,630 Please take care of the rest. 307 00:35:07,860 --> 00:35:09,830 Nice flower. 308 00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:22,240 - What is that? - Bell flower. 309 00:35:39,590 --> 00:35:41,890 - I win! - Here you are. 310 00:35:46,940 --> 00:35:48,340 Wait! 311 00:35:49,000 --> 00:35:50,390 Cigarettes. 312 00:35:50,560 --> 00:35:52,160 Don't break the tofu. 313 00:36:08,880 --> 00:36:11,070 He gets happier. 314 00:36:11,720 --> 00:36:14,900 He's so simple. Like a child. 315 00:36:32,270 --> 00:36:34,710 Today we can see the mountain clearly. 316 00:36:38,390 --> 00:36:41,710 Tateshina Mountain, why are you here? 317 00:36:48,120 --> 00:36:49,710 How tall is it? 318 00:36:50,140 --> 00:36:52,390 Probably... 319 00:36:52,980 --> 00:36:54,880 lower than Fujiyama. 320 00:36:56,040 --> 00:36:59,610 2,500 m? It's 1,800 m here. 321 00:36:59,840 --> 00:37:01,540 It could be climbed. 322 00:37:01,640 --> 00:37:03,540 You talk big. 323 00:37:04,340 --> 00:37:07,700 3 hours up. 2 hours down. 324 00:37:08,350 --> 00:37:11,140 According to the pamphlet. 325 00:37:12,000 --> 00:37:15,240 It's easy. Try it. 326 00:37:16,370 --> 00:37:18,490 Yes! I'm going. 327 00:37:18,740 --> 00:37:20,400 You're serious? 328 00:37:21,940 --> 00:37:23,240 Yes! 329 00:37:30,260 --> 00:37:33,260 TATESHINA MOUNTAIN ENTRANCE 330 00:38:01,050 --> 00:38:02,520 You see him? 331 00:38:02,940 --> 00:38:05,690 I should, but I can't. 332 00:38:46,370 --> 00:38:47,650 You see him? 333 00:38:48,320 --> 00:38:52,410 Strange. He should go up that cliff. 334 00:38:52,550 --> 00:38:54,570 He should be there. 335 00:39:40,900 --> 00:39:42,880 Perhaps he didn't go? 336 00:39:43,710 --> 00:39:47,160 No. He's not that kind of person. 337 00:40:59,560 --> 00:41:01,450 How was it? 338 00:41:05,260 --> 00:41:07,730 How was it? You got to the top? 339 00:41:08,460 --> 00:41:09,950 Did you give up? 340 00:41:10,420 --> 00:41:12,490 Does it really matter? 341 00:41:13,500 --> 00:41:15,040 Are you OK? 342 00:41:19,070 --> 00:41:20,490 Hungry? 343 00:41:37,680 --> 00:41:39,870 - You got to the top? - Yes. 344 00:41:41,540 --> 00:41:43,530 - You gave up? - Yes. 345 00:41:45,720 --> 00:41:47,300 Which one? 346 00:41:52,390 --> 00:41:54,270 You didn't go to the top. 347 00:41:54,830 --> 00:41:57,710 You took a nap, then came back. 348 00:41:57,920 --> 00:41:59,140 Yes. 349 00:42:03,870 --> 00:42:06,190 So you didn't go to the top. 350 00:42:06,250 --> 00:42:08,330 - It doesn't matter. - It does! 351 00:42:09,230 --> 00:42:12,180 He said he will, so he should. 352 00:42:14,370 --> 00:42:16,640 - I'm leaving tomorrow. - Us too. 353 00:42:16,690 --> 00:42:21,220 Stay, you two. Then climb it for real. 354 00:43:48,530 --> 00:43:51,710 One must do something since we came to this world. 355 00:43:53,350 --> 00:43:55,610 But, do what? I don't know. 356 00:43:57,590 --> 00:44:02,030 I feel like standing stiff and alone in the mist. 357 00:44:05,370 --> 00:44:07,870 Hoping for a ray of light. 358 00:44:10,900 --> 00:44:13,670 I wait and wait. Not a ray of light. 359 00:44:14,170 --> 00:44:16,370 All I can do is stand there. 360 00:44:20,080 --> 00:44:23,840 I feel I'm put in a sack and can't get out. 361 00:44:27,590 --> 00:44:30,130 If I have a drill, 362 00:44:30,600 --> 00:44:33,170 I might be able to find a way out. 363 00:44:35,490 --> 00:44:38,640 But no one will give me that drill. 364 00:44:43,400 --> 00:44:44,860 I understand. 365 00:44:47,200 --> 00:44:48,740 You don't. 366 00:44:50,330 --> 00:44:51,510 Why? 367 00:44:53,310 --> 00:44:55,970 You... have money. 368 00:44:57,790 --> 00:45:00,850 My money isn't worth much. 369 00:45:02,300 --> 00:45:05,360 Money doesn't mean much in a person's life. 370 00:45:05,460 --> 00:45:07,360 No. It does. 371 00:45:08,770 --> 00:45:13,480 Just two types of people. Rich or poor. 372 00:45:21,200 --> 00:45:23,910 Sorry. Forgive me. 373 00:45:27,990 --> 00:45:30,100 But coming here... 374 00:45:30,850 --> 00:45:33,780 I found a needle, if not a drill. 375 00:45:37,220 --> 00:45:41,240 When I went up, I kept sliding down. 376 00:45:41,790 --> 00:45:43,800 I climbed and climbed. I slipped. 377 00:45:44,660 --> 00:45:47,610 I grabbed something. If I didn't, I'd fall to the bottom. 378 00:45:47,770 --> 00:45:50,830 No one to help me. I could only go up. 379 00:45:53,650 --> 00:45:55,320 Only by myself. 380 00:45:58,040 --> 00:45:59,460 Myself. 381 00:46:09,720 --> 00:46:11,060 Hey! 382 00:46:27,070 --> 00:46:29,790 What's wrong? You didn't have breakfast. 383 00:46:47,770 --> 00:46:49,260 I'm my centre. 384 00:46:50,620 --> 00:46:53,730 I'll live for myself. 385 00:46:56,520 --> 00:46:58,140 I'm the drill. 386 00:47:26,070 --> 00:47:28,940 - What happened in Tateshina? - Why? 387 00:47:29,070 --> 00:47:32,320 He's changed. He got energetic. 388 00:47:32,680 --> 00:47:35,390 The air perhaps? It works on him. 389 00:47:35,550 --> 00:47:39,020 The water, too. Tateshina water is good. 390 00:47:39,200 --> 00:47:42,180 - Where's he? - He was just here. 391 00:47:42,280 --> 00:47:44,650 Oh? He's really changed. 392 00:47:44,800 --> 00:47:46,450 I-ko was with him. 393 00:47:46,610 --> 00:47:49,510 She loves to sleep. But she got up early. 394 00:47:51,950 --> 00:47:53,710 What happened? 395 00:48:28,800 --> 00:48:30,390 Are you there? 396 00:48:30,660 --> 00:48:31,960 Yes. 397 00:48:35,680 --> 00:48:37,370 You're early. 398 00:48:37,600 --> 00:48:38,970 Yes. 399 00:48:39,900 --> 00:48:41,580 Welcome home. 400 00:48:43,100 --> 00:48:45,400 I-ko, I'd like some tea. 401 00:48:46,200 --> 00:48:47,480 Yes. 402 00:49:11,670 --> 00:49:13,340 Juice for me. 403 00:49:13,470 --> 00:49:15,410 Yes. Let's see. 404 00:49:17,230 --> 00:49:18,430 Yes. 405 00:49:18,700 --> 00:49:20,660 - Coke? - OK. 406 00:49:22,890 --> 00:49:24,380 Where's Madam? 407 00:49:24,800 --> 00:49:26,580 She's out. 408 00:49:26,770 --> 00:49:28,660 - Want something? - No. 409 00:49:34,180 --> 00:49:35,870 Here you are. 410 00:49:37,760 --> 00:49:40,060 Now he could laugh. 411 00:49:40,740 --> 00:49:42,000 Yes. 412 00:49:43,070 --> 00:49:46,800 In Tateshina, he didn't laugh. Not even once. 413 00:49:47,290 --> 00:49:48,400 Funny. 414 00:49:52,970 --> 00:49:55,270 Now he's like a human being. 415 00:49:58,650 --> 00:50:02,500 She rarely laughs. Now she overdoes it. 416 00:50:11,270 --> 00:50:13,200 I should tell him. 417 00:50:13,400 --> 00:50:15,980 That I'm interested in her. 418 00:50:16,150 --> 00:50:17,810 I should tell him. 419 00:50:19,210 --> 00:50:20,460 But... 420 00:50:21,000 --> 00:50:22,810 if I tell him that, 421 00:50:22,990 --> 00:50:25,850 and she doesn't love me. Then what? 422 00:50:27,210 --> 00:50:29,720 The shame... can you bear it? 423 00:50:33,220 --> 00:50:36,060 Does she love him? 424 00:50:40,090 --> 00:50:42,720 No. It won't be. 425 00:50:43,650 --> 00:50:46,390 I'm sure she prefers me. 426 00:50:51,990 --> 00:50:54,750 I'll find out her wish later. 427 00:50:55,910 --> 00:50:58,110 Don't ask her now. 428 00:50:59,100 --> 00:51:01,670 First, I'll assert my rights. 429 00:51:02,310 --> 00:51:04,080 The faster one wins. 430 00:51:05,000 --> 00:51:07,240 Are you there? 431 00:51:07,380 --> 00:51:09,340 Yes. What is it? 432 00:51:13,950 --> 00:51:16,160 - What? - I need to talk. 433 00:51:16,640 --> 00:51:17,850 About? 434 00:51:18,730 --> 00:51:20,260 Let's go out. 435 00:51:24,810 --> 00:51:26,320 I love... 436 00:51:29,010 --> 00:51:30,340 I-ko. 437 00:51:32,680 --> 00:51:34,410 You told her? 438 00:51:35,470 --> 00:51:37,640 No. I can't. 439 00:51:38,020 --> 00:51:41,400 If I can, I won't suffer like this. 440 00:51:42,280 --> 00:51:44,120 Haven't told her. 441 00:51:45,180 --> 00:51:47,680 I feel safe. 442 00:51:54,920 --> 00:51:58,610 I'm in a sack but I found a drill. 443 00:51:59,450 --> 00:52:01,990 It's I-ko. 444 00:52:02,440 --> 00:52:07,490 Does a woman have the power to solve your troubles? 445 00:52:07,690 --> 00:52:12,150 Yes. It's hard to believe, but yes! 446 00:52:33,910 --> 00:52:35,410 What's your plan? 447 00:52:37,140 --> 00:52:38,310 Plan? 448 00:52:39,670 --> 00:52:41,020 Marry her? 449 00:52:42,460 --> 00:52:43,840 Marry her? 450 00:52:46,020 --> 00:52:48,280 I haven't thought about it. 451 00:52:49,510 --> 00:52:53,520 Marry her... I simply love her. 452 00:52:53,620 --> 00:52:55,420 It's not like you. 453 00:52:57,610 --> 00:52:59,360 You're always decisive. 454 00:52:59,770 --> 00:53:03,670 You have an aim. Then you act resolutely. 455 00:53:04,370 --> 00:53:08,290 Student movement. Life. Reality. All the same. 456 00:53:11,300 --> 00:53:13,070 "Ambiguity is decadence." 457 00:53:13,170 --> 00:53:14,980 Obsession with a woman too. 458 00:53:16,670 --> 00:53:17,880 Yes. 459 00:53:19,060 --> 00:53:23,060 I never thought a woman can make me so crazy. 460 00:53:24,530 --> 00:53:26,830 She's my drill. 461 00:53:27,620 --> 00:53:32,400 I feel I can get out with this drill. 462 00:53:36,400 --> 00:53:40,850 I've always put myself on the reasoning of others. 463 00:53:41,610 --> 00:53:43,970 I get lost because of that. 464 00:53:44,590 --> 00:53:47,720 Knowledge is not my flesh and blood. 465 00:53:48,610 --> 00:53:52,630 They're just flaunting their reasoning in my face! 466 00:53:55,220 --> 00:53:58,380 I've found myself, It's I-ko! 467 00:53:59,900 --> 00:54:02,090 From there I can take off. 468 00:54:27,170 --> 00:54:30,150 You look pale. Are you ill? 469 00:54:30,290 --> 00:54:33,620 Just a headache. 470 00:54:36,030 --> 00:54:39,500 That's bad. It may be a cold. 471 00:54:39,900 --> 00:54:42,340 It's hard to recover from summer colds. 472 00:54:42,510 --> 00:54:46,710 I'll make you some medicine. Go to bed early tonight. 473 00:54:47,720 --> 00:54:49,700 You also have a headache? 474 00:54:51,260 --> 00:54:55,020 No. I just don't want to talk. 475 00:54:55,470 --> 00:54:58,560 Thinking about difficult things? 476 00:55:04,060 --> 00:55:07,010 I bought some nice cake. 477 00:55:07,360 --> 00:55:09,360 You'll have it later. 478 00:55:09,760 --> 00:55:12,170 - Coffee or tea? - Whatever. 479 00:55:12,280 --> 00:55:15,210 - No! Say which one. - Tea. 480 00:55:18,820 --> 00:55:20,230 Me too. 481 00:55:25,390 --> 00:55:30,780 He was hesitating between love and reality. 482 00:55:31,590 --> 00:55:36,070 I was waiting for the chance to give him the defeating blow. 483 00:55:43,200 --> 00:55:44,910 What should I do? 484 00:55:45,320 --> 00:55:47,730 Marry her if you love her. 485 00:55:48,060 --> 00:55:49,620 Impossible! 486 00:55:50,410 --> 00:55:52,430 I'm graduating next year. 487 00:55:52,620 --> 00:55:55,050 But I don't plan to work. 488 00:55:55,600 --> 00:55:58,310 I'll stay at school, if I can't... 489 00:55:58,380 --> 00:56:00,860 I'd join my seniors' group. 490 00:56:02,280 --> 00:56:04,330 I can't have a family. 491 00:56:05,190 --> 00:56:09,610 If she really loves you, she won't mind being poor? 492 00:56:09,740 --> 00:56:13,910 No. It'd be too hard on her. I won't let her. 493 00:56:14,560 --> 00:56:16,300 Then give her up. 494 00:56:19,840 --> 00:56:21,440 Bury your pure love... 495 00:56:21,590 --> 00:56:25,380 so that it remains pure for eternity. 496 00:56:27,520 --> 00:56:30,450 Love should be pure. 497 00:56:33,670 --> 00:56:35,290 I can't. 498 00:56:36,120 --> 00:56:38,920 I believe humans are imperfect. 499 00:56:39,030 --> 00:56:41,640 And full of flaws. That's why they're humans. 500 00:56:42,340 --> 00:56:44,660 If it can be buried, then is it love? 501 00:56:45,410 --> 00:56:50,730 How can I, so imperfect, sacrifice myself for a love beyond eternity! 502 00:56:51,380 --> 00:56:53,830 So you aren't a strong person? 503 00:56:58,300 --> 00:57:01,720 If the time comes, I'm fully resolved. 504 00:57:01,830 --> 00:57:03,300 Resolved? 505 00:57:04,290 --> 00:57:05,870 For what? 506 00:57:28,110 --> 00:57:31,200 If the time comes, I'm fully resolved. 507 00:58:05,670 --> 00:58:06,930 What? 508 00:58:08,940 --> 00:58:10,340 Asleep? 509 00:58:11,590 --> 00:58:13,130 Anything? 510 00:58:13,560 --> 00:58:14,840 No. 511 00:58:17,230 --> 00:58:18,630 What is it? 512 00:58:19,840 --> 00:58:22,010 Toilet. 513 00:58:52,340 --> 00:58:53,390 Hey! 514 00:58:53,930 --> 00:58:55,100 Yes? 515 00:58:56,620 --> 00:58:57,990 What is it? 516 00:58:58,580 --> 00:59:00,740 The morning lessons? 517 00:59:01,250 --> 00:59:02,730 I won't go. 518 00:59:03,940 --> 00:59:05,270 Why? 519 00:59:06,580 --> 00:59:08,830 I'm not well. 520 00:59:15,940 --> 00:59:18,850 - What? - A cold perhaps. 521 00:59:20,210 --> 00:59:22,510 - You're OK? - I'm OK. 522 00:59:23,480 --> 00:59:27,120 Your bronchi are bad. Need a doctor? 523 00:59:28,150 --> 00:59:30,780 - No. - Really? 524 00:59:31,000 --> 00:59:33,190 - Yes. - Bye then. 525 00:59:38,350 --> 00:59:40,690 Actually I'm not ill. 526 00:59:43,200 --> 00:59:46,320 I'm just faking it. 527 00:59:50,600 --> 00:59:52,200 You don't look well. 528 00:59:52,300 --> 00:59:55,600 I was just then. I'm OK now. 529 00:59:55,700 --> 00:59:57,270 Go back to sleep. 530 00:59:57,360 --> 01:00:00,220 I'm getting up. I'm hungry. Can't sleep. 531 01:00:00,610 --> 01:00:03,000 A convenient sickness. 532 01:00:03,130 --> 01:00:05,390 Like you're faking it. 533 01:00:25,930 --> 01:00:28,840 - You have appetite. - Yes. 534 01:00:36,480 --> 01:00:38,730 S was so worried. 535 01:00:43,060 --> 01:00:45,520 I wasn't well at that moment. 536 01:00:47,910 --> 01:00:50,840 - Where's I-ko? - Long gone. 537 01:00:51,420 --> 01:00:53,780 She works hard these days. 538 01:01:17,620 --> 01:01:20,280 Did he... say anything recently? 539 01:01:20,620 --> 01:01:22,430 Anything? 540 01:01:22,600 --> 01:01:26,190 He said the meals are nice here. 541 01:01:42,320 --> 01:01:43,560 Some more rice? 542 01:01:43,630 --> 01:01:46,330 No, thanks. I'm done. 543 01:02:16,660 --> 01:02:18,030 Madam! 544 01:02:18,480 --> 01:02:19,800 What? 545 01:02:20,100 --> 01:02:22,410 - Emm... - What? 546 01:02:22,990 --> 01:02:24,400 Madam! 547 01:02:24,880 --> 01:02:27,140 I want to marry your daughter! 548 01:02:31,640 --> 01:02:34,420 Please! Please!! 549 01:02:38,900 --> 01:02:41,760 Please let her be my wife! 550 01:02:45,210 --> 01:02:47,850 Why all of a sudden? 551 01:02:48,050 --> 01:02:50,150 I want her... suddenly. 552 01:02:53,160 --> 01:02:54,830 You did think about it? 553 01:02:54,930 --> 01:02:58,910 Yes! Very thoroughly! 554 01:02:59,100 --> 01:03:00,900 For a long time. 555 01:03:01,550 --> 01:03:03,440 OK. Please take her. 556 01:03:03,530 --> 01:03:05,870 I may? 557 01:03:06,570 --> 01:03:11,300 I know "Please take her" sounds so proud. 558 01:03:11,980 --> 01:03:16,170 But I'm so glad that you'd take her. 559 01:03:16,460 --> 01:03:18,530 How about her? 560 01:03:18,830 --> 01:03:22,840 She lets me decide who to marry. 561 01:04:22,440 --> 01:04:25,410 - Going out for a walk. - Yes. 562 01:04:38,680 --> 01:04:41,570 - Feeling well? - Yes. 563 01:04:41,910 --> 01:04:43,620 You look pale. 564 01:04:44,180 --> 01:04:45,420 No. 565 01:04:52,450 --> 01:04:56,800 I wish a second me could kneel and ask him for forgiveness. 566 01:05:30,200 --> 01:05:31,390 Yes. 567 01:05:45,580 --> 01:05:48,000 - Where's I-ko? - She's home. 568 01:05:48,200 --> 01:05:52,070 She's in her room. Anything you want? 569 01:05:52,180 --> 01:05:54,600 No! She always eats with us. 570 01:06:03,650 --> 01:06:06,410 I-ko! Come when you're done. 571 01:06:06,740 --> 01:06:10,060 Not right now. I will when I'm done. 572 01:06:10,240 --> 01:06:12,440 Nothing really. 573 01:06:13,050 --> 01:06:14,430 I'm done. 574 01:06:18,730 --> 01:06:21,050 The bath's ready. 575 01:06:22,720 --> 01:06:23,970 Yes. 576 01:06:30,080 --> 01:06:31,500 You go first. 577 01:06:31,780 --> 01:06:33,400 Later. 578 01:06:34,280 --> 01:06:36,080 I've always gone first. 579 01:06:36,260 --> 01:06:38,360 I want to finish this book first. 580 01:06:38,490 --> 01:06:41,240 OK. So I go first. 581 01:06:47,230 --> 01:06:48,670 Towel. 582 01:06:57,580 --> 01:06:58,900 Here. 583 01:07:00,840 --> 01:07:03,710 - The water may be too hot. - OK. 584 01:07:04,450 --> 01:07:06,160 Tell me if it is. 585 01:07:06,480 --> 01:07:07,810 OK. 586 01:07:09,290 --> 01:07:10,650 Soap. 587 01:07:13,890 --> 01:07:15,280 Here. 588 01:07:54,990 --> 01:07:57,310 - I'm done. - OK. 589 01:08:04,540 --> 01:08:07,060 - Go. - OK. 590 01:09:15,970 --> 01:09:18,880 My heart was not at peace. 591 01:09:20,320 --> 01:09:23,810 My new relationship with this family... 592 01:09:24,600 --> 01:09:27,370 he must know about it. 593 01:09:37,270 --> 01:09:38,840 Are you there? 594 01:09:39,630 --> 01:09:42,000 Yes. 595 01:09:43,750 --> 01:09:45,240 You're quick. 596 01:09:46,070 --> 01:09:47,900 I didn't go. 597 01:09:51,840 --> 01:09:53,550 Are you ill? 598 01:09:53,870 --> 01:09:55,160 No. 599 01:09:57,090 --> 01:09:58,470 Then it's fine. 600 01:10:37,520 --> 01:10:39,340 Did you tell him? 601 01:10:39,460 --> 01:10:41,030 Not yet. 602 01:10:41,390 --> 01:10:42,700 Why? 603 01:10:42,830 --> 01:10:44,700 I find it hard. 604 01:10:45,400 --> 01:10:48,540 No wonder he seemed surprised. 605 01:10:48,960 --> 01:10:50,970 I told him yesterday. 606 01:10:51,290 --> 01:10:52,680 Yesterday! 607 01:10:54,040 --> 01:10:56,530 You're bad too. 608 01:10:56,850 --> 01:10:59,100 You're such good friends, 609 01:10:59,280 --> 01:11:02,140 you kept silent, pretending there's nothing. 610 01:11:09,760 --> 01:11:11,470 What did he say? 611 01:11:12,510 --> 01:11:14,290 Congratulations. 612 01:11:17,000 --> 01:11:19,560 He's happy for us. 613 01:11:25,200 --> 01:11:27,310 When's the wedding? 614 01:11:27,410 --> 01:11:30,150 This year. A private wedding. 615 01:11:33,410 --> 01:11:35,880 I want to give you a present... 616 01:11:36,670 --> 01:11:40,050 But I have no money. So I can't. 617 01:11:44,590 --> 01:11:45,990 Yesterday? 618 01:11:46,200 --> 01:11:47,790 Yes. 619 01:11:48,380 --> 01:11:50,070 What is it? 620 01:11:50,950 --> 01:11:52,660 You're ill? 621 01:11:54,040 --> 01:11:55,250 No. 622 01:11:57,240 --> 01:11:58,700 That's fine. 623 01:13:08,170 --> 01:13:09,430 Hey. 624 01:13:11,870 --> 01:13:13,190 Hey. 625 01:13:16,130 --> 01:13:17,470 Yes. 626 01:13:22,930 --> 01:13:24,800 Still awake? 627 01:13:25,520 --> 01:13:26,800 Yes. 628 01:13:29,060 --> 01:13:31,540 I want to talk. 629 01:13:34,040 --> 01:13:36,250 I'm writing something. 630 01:13:38,450 --> 01:13:40,440 OK then. 631 01:13:41,380 --> 01:13:43,370 Tomorrow then? 632 01:14:30,950 --> 01:14:32,380 Hey. 633 01:14:34,970 --> 01:14:36,250 Hey! 634 01:15:48,170 --> 01:15:50,500 Thanks for your care. 635 01:15:51,310 --> 01:15:53,830 Sorry I left without telling you. 636 01:15:55,930 --> 01:15:58,070 I'm weak after all. 637 01:15:58,290 --> 01:16:00,500 I didn't find the drill. 638 01:16:01,900 --> 01:16:04,920 In a billion years of human history, 639 01:16:05,100 --> 01:16:08,050 21 years or 80 years... 640 01:16:08,390 --> 01:16:10,530 is just a flash. 641 01:16:11,360 --> 01:16:12,890 No regrets. 642 01:16:13,010 --> 01:16:14,850 I'm going first. 643 01:16:15,910 --> 01:16:19,180 I didn't reach the top of Tateshina Mountain. 644 01:16:20,310 --> 01:16:23,370 I gave up just a little bit before the top. 645 01:16:24,870 --> 01:16:26,770 I slipped many times. 646 01:16:26,910 --> 01:16:30,350 I tried the hardest I could, still I failed. 647 01:16:30,870 --> 01:16:34,270 That's it. I'll make it next time. 648 01:16:35,830 --> 01:16:37,920 But now I can't. 649 01:16:40,340 --> 01:16:42,970 I was happy in this family. 650 01:16:44,260 --> 01:16:47,030 Allow me to pray for your happiness. 651 01:16:56,310 --> 01:17:00,170 I was relieved he wrote nothing about I-ko. 652 01:17:03,550 --> 01:17:06,250 I didn't feel like crying. 653 01:17:07,130 --> 01:17:09,320 I was just scared. 654 01:17:33,380 --> 01:17:34,780 Madam. 655 01:17:41,420 --> 01:17:42,950 Madam. 656 01:17:46,240 --> 01:17:47,640 Madam! 657 01:17:47,980 --> 01:17:50,260 Yes. What is it? 658 01:17:52,650 --> 01:17:54,470 May I come in? 659 01:17:55,100 --> 01:17:56,390 Yes. 660 01:18:06,460 --> 01:18:08,080 Madam... 661 01:18:09,430 --> 01:18:11,230 Don't be scared. 662 01:18:15,000 --> 01:18:16,890 He killed himself. 663 01:18:35,890 --> 01:18:38,610 Leave it alone! Don't move it! 664 01:18:39,100 --> 01:18:41,040 Open the window. 665 01:19:03,190 --> 01:19:05,780 Send his father a telegram. 666 01:19:06,300 --> 01:19:07,810 The phone's faster. 667 01:19:07,930 --> 01:19:11,060 No. Telegram's better. 668 01:19:11,740 --> 01:19:14,050 Just to inform him. 669 01:19:27,960 --> 01:19:29,830 He's a bad son. 670 01:19:30,030 --> 01:19:33,030 Just died without saying anything. 671 01:19:34,610 --> 01:19:36,610 Thanks for your care. 672 01:19:48,840 --> 01:19:50,470 Feeling well? 673 01:21:32,010 --> 01:21:35,720 I tried the hardest I could, still I failed. 674 01:21:37,000 --> 01:21:40,400 That's it. I'll make it next time. 675 01:21:42,990 --> 01:21:44,980 But now I can't. 676 01:21:47,460 --> 01:21:50,090 Supper's ready. 677 01:21:53,770 --> 01:21:57,120 We got married at the end of that summer. 678 01:21:57,430 --> 01:22:00,230 Madam rushed us into it. 679 01:22:05,300 --> 01:22:09,590 We went to Tateshina for our honeymoon. That's her wish. 680 01:22:10,890 --> 01:22:13,590 We rented the same hut. 681 01:22:27,810 --> 01:22:30,650 Don't stare at me like that. 682 01:22:56,900 --> 01:22:58,160 Hey. 683 01:23:00,030 --> 01:23:01,720 What did you... 684 01:23:02,240 --> 01:23:04,950 give him here? 685 01:23:24,170 --> 01:23:25,950 I'm happy. 686 01:24:01,590 --> 01:24:04,540 I'll forget about him. 687 01:24:05,630 --> 01:24:07,970 Nothing happened. 688 01:24:10,240 --> 01:24:13,740 If you mind that, you can't even walk. 689 01:24:15,860 --> 01:24:18,830 You'll step on ants when you walk. 690 01:24:19,280 --> 01:24:21,900 Instead of forgetting... 691 01:24:22,280 --> 01:24:26,880 his shadow kept growing in my heart. 692 01:24:29,490 --> 01:24:33,640 To brush it aside I immersed myself in books. 693 01:24:38,400 --> 01:24:42,710 But his shadow wouldn't go away. 694 01:24:46,550 --> 01:24:51,160 My money is a curse to my life. 695 01:25:17,070 --> 01:25:22,220 I drank heavily to forget myself. 696 01:25:23,180 --> 01:25:24,970 It's useless. 697 01:25:28,840 --> 01:25:34,160 It ate away my soul. 698 01:25:47,400 --> 01:25:51,930 Then Madam caught her final illness. 699 01:25:53,110 --> 01:25:55,880 I looked after her wholeheartedly. 700 01:25:56,380 --> 01:26:00,210 For Madam. For my wife. 701 01:26:00,740 --> 01:26:04,560 Also for all human beings. 702 01:26:05,810 --> 01:26:07,870 For all human beings... 703 01:26:08,070 --> 01:26:10,730 I pulverized myself as an offering. 704 01:26:13,660 --> 01:26:16,740 Madam, no, my mother-in-law... 705 01:26:17,170 --> 01:26:19,180 died peacefully. 706 01:26:21,340 --> 01:26:23,070 In her last moments, 707 01:26:23,230 --> 01:26:26,790 I thought she'd tell me something. 708 01:26:27,490 --> 01:26:29,340 She didn't. 709 01:26:31,550 --> 01:26:36,930 She was always standing right behind me. 710 01:26:37,840 --> 01:26:41,400 She could see right through me, 711 01:26:42,320 --> 01:26:44,280 but she said nothing. 712 01:26:45,490 --> 01:26:49,370 She died, keeping all to her heart. 713 01:26:51,100 --> 01:26:54,640 Before the end, she said just one sentence. 714 01:26:59,260 --> 01:27:01,160 Be happy. 715 01:27:08,280 --> 01:27:11,290 What are you hiding from me? 716 01:27:25,810 --> 01:27:27,860 I betrayed someone. 717 01:27:29,370 --> 01:27:31,760 I killed someone. 718 01:28:54,160 --> 01:28:59,060 THE END